Jun 19 2009

Blind Obedience

Reno knelt in the center of the room, naked except for the thick leather collar around his neck, wrists crossed loosely behind his back, and waited patiently. He kept his eyes closed, resting while he could. For the moment, he was alone in the room, but that could change at any moment. When he walked in he’d noticed the setup was different from what he was used to. There was a ring of couches and chairs lining the walls of the otherwise empty room, which meant there was going to be an audience today. Likely a small audience, considering the chairs seem to have been selected more for comfort than for creating available space. It wasn’t the first time he’d been made to perform for someone else, or for several someones, as the case may be.

The door started to open. Reno’s eyes automatically focused on it and the man who walked in – Tseng, his master. He said nothing and stayed perfectly still, as was expected of him. His curiosity was piqued as General Sephiroth followed Tseng into the room along with a young, spiky-haired blonde man, similarly naked though his collar was attached to a leash, the other end of which was held in Sephiroth’s hand. He was also blindfolded, which meant that Reno was likely to be as well shortly. Sephiroth lead the blonde with gentle, short tugs, suggesting that this was not the first time the leash had seen use.

Reno’s contemplation was cut off as Tseng came to a halt behind him. Thick black cloth draped across Reno’s face then tightened, blocking off Reno’s view of the room. Exhaling slowly, Reno stilled his nerves. Without sight, his other senses seemed sharper. He heard a metallic click followed by a rustling sound. Flesh on flesh, the blonde was likely kneeling close by.

Tseng’s hand closed over Reno’s arm and lifted it. Reno’s palm met flesh just as something else – the boy’s hand, likely – landed on his own shoulder.

“Cloud, meet Reno,” General Sephiroth said as the door opened once more.

There was a clamor of noise, hushed talking, and the sound of many feet moving around the room. He counted at least ten distinct footfalls. Some of the voices sounded familiar but he resisted trying to guess. Reno had long held the firm opinion that he didn’t want to know who was watching him when he was blindfolded.

Tseng moved away. Leather groaned as he sat and in his head he could picture Tseng perfectly. The man would be relaxed in his seat, watching Reno intently. It was almost enough to make Reno squirm.

“We’d like the two of you to acquaint yourselves,” Tseng said calmly.

Reno had been in enough situations like this to be able to translate Tseng’s order, though he doubted the boy – Cloud – understood. He moved slowly so as not to startle the boy. Starting with the hand already on the boy’s shoulder, he slid his hand up, following the curve of his shoulder until he found his neck, then his cheek. Carefully, Reno reached forward with his other hand. His hand bumped into Cloud’s chest. He moved upwards until his hands framed Cloud’s face. He licked his lips once to moisten them and leaned forward.

“Relax,” Reno whispered once he was a breath away from Cloud’s lips. He closed in.

Cloud resisted the kiss at first. His lips stayed closed, unyielding. Reno wasn’t used to playing the dominant in this – that wasn’t normally how they wanted him. He brushed his thumbs gently over Cloud’s cheeks and pushed on his lips with his tongue. After a few seconds, Cloud let him in, parting his lips hesitantly. It wasn’t so bad once Cloud started kissing back. Their tongues slid against each other, neither demanding more than the other was willing to give.

“Touch each other.”

Reno let his hands slide from Cloud’s face to trail along Cloud’s sides, his nails digging in just slightly. He found Cloud’s hips and brought a hand forward to circle his fingers once around the base of Cloud’s penis, his touch light and teasing. Cloud was still mostly limp at this point, though Reno could feel his interest rising with each touch. He brought his other hand to his lips and spit into his palm before closing it around Cloud’s erection.

Cloud gasped. He bucked into Reno’s hand and a small part of Reno was glad it wasn’t going to be all bad for the kid. His fingers played over and around Cloud’s erection, each touch wringing a new gasp or moan from Cloud’s lips. He got in several firm strokes before Cloud finally attempted to return the favor. A slick hand trailed down Reno’s chest and then found its way between his legs. Reno groaned, exaggerating the sound louder than he normally would, playing for the audience. Cloud’s hand covered him and he tightened his own grip enough to make Cloud’s breath hitch a little higher. Leaning forward once more, he devoured Cloud’s mouth in a hungry kiss. This time, there was no hesitation before Cloud kissed back.

They kissed open-mouthed and greedy, loud and wet. Reno grabbed the back of Cloud’s head with his free hand and pulled Cloud down on top of him, spreading his legs wide enough for Cloud to settle between them. They both moaned, writhing against each other as their erections came into contact.

“Not so fast,” Tseng admonished. Sharp, quick footsteps crossed the room and suddenly they were being pulled apart. “If you’re so eager, I suggest we put that mouth of yours to good use.”

Fingers twisted sharply in his hair, forcing him back to his knees and then dragging him down to all fours. His head was shoved down. Instinctively, he opened his mouth as soon as he felt something wet brush his lips. Cloud gasped as his lips closed around what he assumed was Cloud’s cock.

He wasn’t going to argue with it.

Reno breathed deeply through his nose as he swallowed Cloud down as far as he could, feeling the tip of the boy’s erection brush the back of his throat. He sealed his lips tight around it, forming a vacuum of suction. He bobbed his head, going slowly at first then gaining speed, slurping noisily as he moved. He let his tongue roll in his mouth, flicking over the head and pressing against the underside of Cloud’s erection. He could already taste the salty sweetness of precum leaking from Cloud’s cock. Reno swallowed Cloud down as far as he could manage and moaned, sending vibrations reverberating over Cloud.

Hot seed spurted into his mouth abruptly, nearly causing him to choke. He swallowed carefully, pulling away with a loud pop before licking up the few drops that had managed to overflow his lips and dribble down his chin.

A cold, plastic tube was pressed into Reno’s hands.

“Fuck him,” Sephiroth ordered.

Cloud tensed beneath him.

Obediently, Reno popped the cap and started to coat his fingers. Cloud’s legs trembled as Reno crawled forward to kneel between them. As he pressed one wet finger against Cloud’s entrance, he leaned forward and kissed Cloud full on the lips.

“If it helps,” he whispered, soft enough that only they could hear, “pretend that I’m him.”

Carefully, Reno pushed one finger inside. Cloud was tense, but Reno doubted that was going to go away any time soon. He at least felt like he wasn’t a virgin, tight on the inside, but not enough that Reno was going to hurt him if he forced things a little. He went as slow as he thought their masters would let him, gently stretching the kid and then coating himself thick with lube. It felt weird to be doing things this way. He was used to being the one getting fucked in this room – and outside of it – not the other way around.

Once he was fully seated inside, he mentally counted to ten, breathing slowly while Cloud whimpered beneath him. It had to hurt. The kid was far too tense for this to be feeling good, still way too tight. What had worked on him? What would he want someone to do if the situation were reversed?

Reno groped forward and gripped Cloud’s hair in a tight fist, right at the back of the boy’s neck. He pulled, arching Cloud’s head back until his throat was exposed and then kissing him, on the neck, the cheek, the lips.

“Relax. Please.”

The tension slowly washed out of Cloud’s body as the boy gasped. That was all the sign he needed. Reno started to move, rocking his hips in a gently rhythm while he kissed Cloud deeply. One of Cloud’s hands buried itself in Reno’s hair and pulled, hard enough to make Reno moan, his hips jerking forward reflexively.

“We both want the same things,” Cloud gasped softly in the short space between kisses.

Reno could only laugh, though it came out a bit rueful. “Yeah. Too right.”

Each movement of his hips made Cloud’s breath catch. It was good. Tight heat surrounded him, Cloud was writhing beneath him, but it wasn’t enough. He was so close to getting off, so close he was almost desperate for it, but something was missing.

A hand slid down his spine – one of Cloud’s, he presumed – and slipped around his hip, over the curve of his ass to press deep inside, slick fingers forcing their way in with no preamble. The fingers crooked inside of him and dragged down, hard, until they found that spot that made him scream. Reno slammed his hips forward, coming hard inside of Cloud. The hand inside of him didn’t stop teasing him until he was spent, and even then it kept going, making him twitch and moan as he collapsed, panting harshly, into Cloud’s waiting embrace.

They lay there, still entangled for several minutes. Someone was speaking, but all he was really aware of was Cloud gently stroking his hair.

“Get up.”

His master’s voice cut sharply through the post-coital fog that had taken over his mind. He obeyed quickly. As he slid out of Cloud, he felt an irrational pang of loss. A sharp tug on the front of his collar was all it took to make him stand, swaying a little with exhaustion as he did so. There was a loud snap as a leash – his leash – snapped onto the fastening in the front of his collar, followed by a light tug. As Tseng started to lead him away to be cleaned up and likely to see to his master’s needs, he wondered if he would ever have the chance to meet Cloud inside that room again.

Maybe next time they’d let Cloud fuck him.

Jun 14 2009

Experience

“You don’t have to be shy,” Jack teased as he loosened Ianto’s tie with a finger, slipping the knot loose with ease. Ianto took it from him before he could do something silly, like drop it on the floor or toss it somewhere around Jack’s office, and tucked it into his jacket pocket. He was pressed against the office wall, between the coat rack, a chair, and a bookshelf, with Jack crowding close next to him.

“Oh, I won’t be.” Ianto slid his jacket off and hung it on the coat rack conveniently nearby. He leaned in for another kiss, using it as a distraction as he pulled Jack’s jacket off, hanging it beside Ianto’s own. Jack’s hands eagerly untucked Ianto’s shirt from his pants, one hand teasing the skin along his hip while the other started on the buttons of his shirt.

“Have you ever been with a man before?” Jack whispered low in Ianto’s ear, his voice near-breathless with anticipation.

Ianto grinned and responded in a similar manner, his lips brushing against the rim of Jack’s ear. “Yes.” He grabbed his shirt before Jack could drop it and folded it over the back of the chair. “No rush,” he teased. “After all, I’m the one who’ll be doing the ironing later.”

Jack laughed at him. His hands ran along Ianto’s sides in hard, heavy strokes. “Prude.”

“Just because I like to keep my clothes tidy, that doesn’t mean I’m inexperienced.” Jack’s shirt joined his on the chair and he started on Jack’s pants.

“Right,” Jack drawled the word out disbelievingly. “I would hardly peg you for the type to be involved in an orgy.”

This was going far too slow for Ianto’s taste. He pushed until Jack’s hips hit the desk and dropped to his knees. A wince shot through him as Jack’s pants and underwear hit the floor, sprawling messily but he left them there as he licked the tip of Jack’s erection.

“Multiple.”

Before Jack could comment, Ianto swallowed him down until the thick erection brushed the back of his throat. He bobbed, pressing up on the base of Jack’s erection with his tongue as he pulled back.

“God,” Jack moaned. “I take back the comment about being inexperienced. Orgies, huh?”

Ianto murmured agreement around Jack’s cock. The low groan that came from Jack’s lips encouraged him to repeat the action a second time, and then a third.

“You can keep doing that as much as you like.”

He would have chuckled but he knew from experience that that had a possibility of leading towards chocking. Jack’s fingers curled in his hair, pulling him off with a wet pop.

“You’re quite good at that,” Jack said, a wide smile on his face.

“I’ve had a lot of practice.”

Jack pulled him to his feet and unfastened Ianto’s pants, shoving him against the desk before he had a chance to worry about folding or straightening them. A tube of lube appeared from one of the drawers of Jack’s desk. Ianto leaned forward, hands flat on the desk while he waited. Slick fingers pressed inside of him working quickly to spread lube inside of him. Jack’s touch was gentle. He didn’t need to be.

“Harder, please,” Ianto begged. “I want to feel you. Hurry.”

He was not disappointed. Jack slid inside of him, stretching him wide. Ianto moaned. He rested his forehead against the desk and gripped the sides. Jack’s hands held his hips tight, pulling him back into each thrust.

“Have you ever had a threesome?” Jack asked, his voice high and breathy.

“Yes,” Ianto gasped.

“Foursome?”

“Yes.”

“We covered orgies. Ever been tied up? Spanked?”

“Yes. Yes, and gagged, whipped, dominated. I’ve been a slave. I’ve been a dom, though I didn’t like it.”

Jack’s fingers wound in his hair and pulled back, forcing Ianto into an arch. He moaned loudly. “Oh, I think we can have some fun. I know a few aliens a few hundred years in the future who would love to meet you. Tentacles. Multiple parts. Aphrodisiac slime.”

“God!” Ianto’s fingers were turning white against the wood of the desk. “I’ll settle for now. Just… please… god, fuck me…”

Jack thrust forward, hitting him just right and that was all it took to send Ianto over the edge. He came with a shout, collapsing onto the desk in a loose sprawl of limbs. Sweat was falling on the papers beneath him but he couldn’t bring himself to care. Jack followed shortly after, shouting Ianto’s name as he came. Ianto closed his eyes, not tired enough for sleep, but needing a moment to calm and collect himself before he had to move again.

“I trust I didn’t bore you tonight,” Jack teased. His fingers trailed absently down Ianto’s spine, sending shivers along Ianto’s skin in their wake.

“Oh, definitely not.” Slowly he pushed off the wood of the desk, wincing inwardly as papers stuck to his chest. He plucked them off as Jack backed up enough for him to turn. “I’ve had a lot experience and tried a lot of things, and yes, I do have my kinks, but I’ve found that when it comes down to it, I prefer the good, old-fashioned quality stuff over any of the more risqué adventures of my youth.”

Jack quirked an eyebrow. “Only of your youth?”

“Well, I suppose I could be convinced again.” The grin Jack gave him was far too mischievous to end in anything good, but Ianto couldn’t bring himself to mind. He knew he’d enjoy it, whatever it was that Jack eventually thought up.

But, those were thoughts for another time. He eyed the mess of the room critically. “And now I suppose it’s time to get this mess cleaned up.” Ianto glanced over at Jack with a grin. “Are you going to help or just stand there?”

Jack leaned against the desk, not even bothering to pull his pants up. “I think I’d rather just enjoy the view.”

Ianto chuckled, and humored him. “Suit yourself.”

Jun 14 2009

Transitions

The Duke Orsino had often imagined betrothal to be a time of romance – of long walks hand in hand, stolen kisses, and time spent in company as much as their lives would spare. His betrothal to Viola held little of that. There was some, but it seemed that from the moment the Duke placed the engagement ring on Viola’s finger, he began chasing her. She disappeared at the oddest times, for the oddest reasons. He’d given up sending his men to search for her. Her time spent as a page had given her a squirrel’s knowledge of the keep and the lands between.

Orsino glanced absently around the kitchens as he made his rounds of the castle in his last, desperate search for the day. So far he’d checked her chambers, the gardens, the courtyard, the stables, the cliffs, and the fencing yard. Once all the usual haunts were exhausted he’d give up and return to his room to read. He turned, moving through the halls absently, his thoughts drifting to memories past. When Cesario – Viola as Cesario – had been with him, they’d been inseparable. He paused with his hand on the wooden doorframe to the music hall. Not long ago, they’d sat here long into the night, smoking and playing cards while the piano played a love song. At the time he’d thought nothing of it beyond how enjoyable he found Cesario and how much of a pair of like minds they were.

Perhaps she was merely having difficulties adjusting to the change in station. A lot was different between then now, due entirely to the revelation of Viola’s gender. Much of what they used to share was bared to him, at least formally, by the terms of society. He certainly wouldn’t mind if Viola wanted to smoke, though she had never seem much inclined towards it, and was perhaps rather glad the chance of her sex excused her from it, but he was certain Cesario – Viola had begun to look forward to their fencing matches and riding with Orsino’s troops.

Many of his men had already made it clear, subtly, that they considered Cesario part of them, and that they would be willing to overlook certain social improprieties in his name. The thought brought him no small amount of comfort.

Perhaps that was what they needed. Orsino smiled and moved on, leaving the music room and its memories behind. He still wished that he wasn’t heading to his room alone, that perhaps for once he could catch Viola alone for something more indelicate than a kiss, but this revelation was a huge step forward. He’d broach the subject to Viola, the next time he saw her.

*****

“Damn it, damn it, damn it.” Cesario swore furiously under his breath as he paced the length of Olivia’s study, thankfully empty save for his twin Sebastian.

“Calm down,” Sebastian soothed from where he lounged on the couch. Even in the face of Cesario’s panic, he still couldn’t stop smiling, the bliss of being a newlywed with him still.

“Calm down?” He hissed, careful to keep his voice low in an effort not to be overheard. “Calm down?” Part of him want to shout, to rail through the halls and let the whole world know his secret. At least then it would be over and done with and he wouldn’t have to worry anymore. “How can I calm down when I am engaged to a man?”

Sebastian sighed and sat up, his feet hitting the floor, one after another, with an indolent thunk. “I thought that’s what you wanted.”

Cesario whirled, a quick retort dying on his lips. His ire fell, replaced once more with the despair that had plagued him ever since his, or rather ‘Viola’s’ engagement. He sank into a chair across from Sebastian, skirts swirling around his legs to form a plump cushion. “I did. I do. I love Orsino. I really, really do. I have since the moment I first laid eyes on him, but he expects to marry a woman.”

“You are a woman.”

The pointed look Cesario shot Sebastian was all he really needed to say in their ages-long argument. “In heart and mind only, neither of which will mater when we get to the marriage bed.”

“Cesario…” Sebastian ran a hand over his face as he fell back against the couch again. “Have you tried talking to him yet? Olivia says-”

“Olivia!” Cesario squeaked as he shot to his feet, his voice shooting into a feminine soprano. “You told Olivia?”

“No, I did not tell Olivia.”

“Tell Olivia what?” The countess’s voice broke into the conversation. She stood in the garden entrance, her lips pursed, hand on the door handle.

Blood drained from Cesario’s face, leaving him as pale as if he’d seen a ghost. “Oliva,” he squeaked awkwardly. “How long have you been there?”

Her gaze traveled between the twins, contemplatively before she crossed the room and took a seat on her husband’s lap. His arms wrapped loosely around her waist. They kissed briefly and then she turned to regard Cesario once more. “Enough to know that there’s trouble in paradise for the dear Duke.”

“We’re fine,” Cesario ground out through gritted teeth, his glare daring Sebastian to say anything. “That’s all you heard? R-really?”

“They’re not. C-” Sebastian cut himself off just in time. “Viola is convinced that the Duke won’t love her for who she really is.”

“Who he really is,” Olivia corrected.

Cesario whimpered in terror.

“I’m right, aren’t I?” Olivia pressed. “You’re twins, but twin boys, not a boy and a girl.”

Cesario hid his head in his hands with a whimper.

“So,” she drawled out the word, confusion obvious in her voice, “you were born as a boy, lived as a girl, shipwrecked here and switched to being a boy, and now you’re back to pretending to be a girl.”

“That sums it up,” Sebastian said.

“Why?”

“Cesario… he… she is a girl, really, when you take heart and mind and emotions into account, he just had the bad misfortune to be born as a boy. Our father encouraged him to dress and act like a girl, however he felt most comfortable. He’s not exactly the type that would fit into the military or among genteel society.”

“I did just fine,” Cesario groused. He lifted his head to peer at Olivia from between his bangs. His hair was getting longer, but it still wasn’t nearly the length he was used to.

Olivia’s smile was kind and reassuring. She extended her hand silently. Cesario took it, their fingers twining together. It was comforting, sisterly. He smiled back, though the expression was muted.

“Darling… dear heart, you’ll be fine. The Duke loves you. He will continue to love you, no matter what.” Her smile turned wicked. “At worse, if he doesn’t keep you, I will. Lords, two twins all to myself.” She leaned back against Sebastian and fanned herself. “I don’t know what I would do with myself.”

Cesario laughed with her but he didn’t feel quite as optimistic about his chances for success.

*****

It was strange for Olivia to request his presence without one of the twins, stranger still for her to come all the way to his keep with a minimal escort to speak with him. She shooed the servants out of the room as soon as they entered the sitting room. Before, he would have done anything she asked of him merely to please her. It was much the same now, but it was because he wanted to please Viola.

Several minutes passed in silence before Olivia spoke. “What do you think of Cesario?”

Orsino frowned and wondered if perhaps Olivia had hit her head recently. “You mean Viola. I love her, obviously. I’m eager for the two of us to wed but she seems to want a prolonged engagement.”

“No, dear. I meant Cesario.”

Confusion played plain across his face. “Viola is Cesario.”

“Not quite. What did you think of Cesario when you knew him as a boy?”

It was a rather odd question, but then Olivia had never been one for normalcy. “We were the closest of friends. There was no one among my men that I trusted more. It was a blessing when he was revealed as a girl.”

She leaned forward eagerly, elbows on her knees. “And romantically? Was there anything between you two, even then?”

Orsino’s mouth dropped open and he blushed, actually blushed. No one, not even his most lewd of men had been able to make him blush since he was a boy. But, the mere suggestion that he’d harbored romantic inclination towards Viola’s male persona filled him with embarrassed shame. Or perhaps that wasn’t quite the correct emotion.

When he thought about it, seriously thought about it, there had been times when he had been perhaps a little bit… tempted. Towards the end of his courtship with Olivia, he had often found his dreams focusing more on thoughts of Cesario’s smile, the touch of Cesario’s lips, taste of his tongue, or the feel of his skin. If he was brutally honest, then yes, he had been attracted to Cesario, and perhaps if Olivia hadn’t been in his life, he would have acted on it. His men were both loyal and discrete. Such liaisons were not entirely uncommon among the military.

“I suppose there was,” he admitted, softly.

Olivia shifted forward until she perched at the very edge of her seat. Her voice dropped to a low whisper. “Viola is Cesario. She is a he.”

Orsino stared. “What?”

“You’re marrying a boy. A boy with a girl’s heart who loves you dearly and is terrified that you’ll reject him for who he really is.”

She left him after that, kissing his cheek absently as she passed. He stared blankly at the chair she’d vacated long after she’d left.

*****

Cesario closed the door to his bedroom. He turned and jumped, suddenly finding himself not alone in the room. “O-orsino.”

He sat on the foot of Cesario’s bed, shirt half open, sleeves undone. His boots had been left by one of the chairs, along with his overcoat. Cesario swallowed and shifted on his feet, not quite sure whether to flee or approach. Seeing Orsino like that tempted him, but he was afraid.

“Cesario.”

Fear froze him in place.

Orsino stood and approached. He stopped within touching distance but moved no further. His expression was unreadable, his eyes focused on Cesario intently. “It is Cesario, right? Not Viola.”

Slowly, Cesario nodded.

Cesario flinched in anticipation as Orsino reached forward. He squeezed his eyes shut tight and waited, but the expected hit never came. A hand settled lightly on his cheek. He opened his eyes as Orsino leaned in for a kiss. Cesario gasped as Orsino grabbed him by the hips, pulling him tight against Orsino’s body. Orsino’s tongue slipped inside his mouth, deepening the kiss. It was everything he’d wanted, everything he’d ever wanted and the thought of having to give it up killed Cesario.

“Stop,” he gasped, and pushed away. “I… I can’t.”

Orsino didn’t let him go far. He kept his hold on Cesario’s hips. “What’s wrong?”

He couldn’t look at Orsino, not and still be able to say what he needed to say. “I love you. I love you, but I can’t… I’m… I’m not… female.”

Cesario trembled. He wouldn’t cry. He absolutely would not cry.

“I know.” Fingers tilted his chin up so that he met Orsino’s gaze. “Olivia told me. I know… and it doesn’t matter. I still love you. You, Cesario.”

Happiness filled him, as much as when he’d found Sebastian after they’d been separated after the shipwreck. He threw his arms around Orsino’s neck and kissed him for all that he was worth. Orsino’s hands shifted around to cup his ass and lifted, pulling Cesario off his feet.

They fell to the bed a tangle of limbs and discarded clothing, hands and tongues exploring. Cesario rolled them. He hooked his knees high over Orsino’s hips and arched up into the Duke’s erection, moaning as it pressed hot and hard against him. This was his first experience with sex but he’d heard Orsino’s guardsmen talk often enough to have a decent idea of how it was supposed to go. Slick fingers entered him, making him moan loudly.

Orsino chuckled. “Your voice is so shrill, much like a woman. It’s no wonder you’re easily mistaken.”

He was too distracted by the feeling of Orsino’s fingers inside of him to answer. His fingers were moving, stretching painfully at first but it was getting better. As each second passed, it only made him want Orsino more, now, inside of him.

“Please,” Cesario begged, not wanting to delay things any further.

“As you wish.”

Orsino kissed him deeply, tongue mapping the roof of his mouth as he slid in. Cesario’s needy groans were muffled by the seal of Orsino’s mouth on top of his own. It hurt. He wasn’t used to pain but he clenched his hands on Orsino’s shoulders and bore it until the slick, slow slide of Orsino inside of him became pleasurable. His hips canted slightly upwards, suggesting a quicker pace that Orsino gladly took up.

A loud groan filled the room as Orsino finally broke the kiss, letting Cesario gasp for air. He writhed under Orsino, not sure how much longer he could hold on. Then Orsino’s hand closed around his erection and that was all it took for Cesario to come with a shout. He clutched at Orsino and shivered in pleasure as Orsino continued to thrust, his movements growing increasingly more erratic. When Orsino came, it was quiet, just a low gasp and then his hips gradually slowed to a halt.

Cesario’s hair was matted to his face with sweat as he stared up at Orsino, panting for breath. “I love you,” he said. Then again, and again, as if he couldn’t get enough of it.

Orsino silenced him with a kiss. “I love you, too.”

Cesario winced as Orsino pulled out.

“I’m sorry,” he said. “You may be sore tomorrow.” He placed a kiss on Cesario’s cheek as he stood.

The view was quite nice from Cesario’s position as he watched Orsino cross the room and pick a scrap of loose fabric from the pile of rags in the corner of the room. Orsino eyed him appreciatively as he crossed back, his eyes roving slowly over every inch of Cesario’s naked flesh. The mattress dipped as Orsino settled back on the bed. He used the cloth to wipe Cesario clean, his touch gentle and slow. Only when he was done did he clean himself off. He tossed the cloth to the floor.

Orsino settled into the bed and pulled Cesario against him. “Shall we start making wedding plans now?”

Cesario curled against the Duke with a contented smile. “I’d love that.”

Jun 14 2009

Past Unwound

Vanyel stumbled through the archway into the strange garden. The celebration continued on around them, their presence unnoticed for the moment, but slowly people were turning, regarding the two young men that had suddenly appeared with obvious curiosity. Tylendel stormed forward and Vanyel could feel how angry he was. He reached forward to catch Tylendel’s sleeve but his knees chose that moment to give out. The world spun and he found himself half-kneeling on the ground, nauseous and weak.

“They’re celebrating.” The disgust was obvious in Tylendel’s voice, palatable in the air between them.

Thought was hard for Vanyel. He was weak, his mind foggy, but still, there was a part of him, an insistent, nagging part of him that pierced through the fog and told him that something was wrong here. Very, very wrong, and it was that sense the fueled his thoughts towards logic. It was Harvestfest. There were celebrations at home too, all around the region and beyond.

A wave of dizziness made him swoon, nearly collapsing to the ground. Tylendel had moved away by the time his vision had cleared, standing between Vanyel and the line of trees the divided them from the festivities. Twin bolts of crimson lightning arched from Tylendel’s raised hands to crash into the trees that separated them from the Leshara-kin.

In the deepest pit of his stomach, Vanyel knew that he couldn’t let this happen.

Tylendel was screaming, raging at the Leshara. Their revelry had stopped. Vaguely, Vanyel heard women screaming, the sounds of people running, glasses breaking, but it all seemed distant, like he was hearing them from underwater. He pushed up, or tried to, but his limbs didn’t want to hold him. The Gate pulled at him, resisting every attempt he made to move. Tylendel raised his hands. Fear, deep and instinctual, shot through Vanyel.

“No! Tylendel! No!”

He stood once and fell, then scrambled to his feet again and half-stumbled, half-crawled towards Tylendel. The short distance felt like a mile. Each step was a force of will, harder to manage than the previous. The Gate tore at him, pulling him backwards like a physical force.

Tylendel didn’t seem to be able to hear him. Red light gathered between his hands.

Vanyel tripped. He grabbed for Tylendel, crashing into his lover’s back and holding on. Tears stung his eyes. He trembled, not sure what he was afraid of, and that only made the fear worse. Vanyel wrapped his arms around Tylendel, holding as tight as he could. His legs refused to hold him and he slid towards the ground.

“Stop. Tylendel, love, please stop.”

Tylendel paused, his mouth open, and turned. There was something wild in his eyes. Power glinted red in his irises, more power than Vanyel could ever hope to possess. He was angry, furious that the Leshara would dare celebrate while Staven lay dead. Vanyel could feel it as if he were Tylendel. All the hurt and rage, all the pain. He ached with the weight of Tylendel’s emotion and it was enough to push Vanyel the rest of the way to his knees. Static filled his vision as he collapsed.

“Vanyel?”

The rising tide of Tylendel’s anger halted. He lowered his hands. The gathering light faded with Tylendel’s anger. Vanyel felt it wash through Tylendel and into him. Another wave of disorientation hit him, and he shivered, trembling as Tylendel slowly turned towards him. Tylendel’s gaze followed Vanyel’s arm up to where he still had one hand tangled in the tail end of Tylendel’s shirt.

“Don’t…” Vanyel whispered. It was imperative that he stop Tylendel.

A shadow fell over them, the only warning they had before Evan Leshara was next to him. Vanyel saw the blade seconds before it struck. Something wet and warm ran down Vanyel’s fingers, trailing down his arm, and it took him a moment to realize that it was blood, lots of blood, so much that it coated his hand in seconds.

His last thought as he fainted was that the Leshara had finally gotten their wish and killed both of the twins.

*****

Tylendel’s world was crashing around him and he felt like he didn’t have enough hands to catch all the pieces. Vanyel’s eyes rolled back in his head as he fell backwards, sprawling limply on the grass. He looked so pale, so still. One hand pressed against his side where Evan Leshara had stabbed him, holding the wound closed. He reacted instinctively. Red lighting lashed from his palm, knocking Evan back into the trees.

:Tylendel!: Gala’s voice hit him seconds before she burst through the gate.

Vertigo hit him all of a sudden and he dropped to his knees next to Vanyel. His head felt light.

:Tylendel, you’re bleeding.:

:I had noticed.:

He reached over to shake Vanyel’s shoulder. He’d need his help to get them home. At the very least, if Vanyel could get on Gala then Tylendel could hobble home. “Vanyel? Vanyel, sweetheart, wake up.” Vanyel didn’t respond. It was getting harder to stay awake himself.

:Help is on the way. Savil and Lancir and Jaysen.:

Guilt washed over him as he thought of Savil seeing what he’d done. It only deepened when he thought of what he was going to do, what he would have done, had Vanyel not stopped him. Dark spots appeared in his vision. Vanyel wasn’t responding. There was something wrong with him and he had a feeling it was his fault. He looked up as the three Heralds burst through the Gate.

That was the last he saw.

*****

“No!” Kellan charged forward at Savil’s scream, bringing them across the field in seconds. She dismounted sloppily and landed on her knees next to the collapsed boys. “Please let them be alive,” Savil whispered fervently.

Her hands shook as she reached forward and it was hard to decide who to see to first. Tylendel was laying collapsed on top of Vanyel so she went in order of expediency. There was a lot of blood.

:Lord Evan stabbed Tylendel,: Kellan filled in.

He had a pulse. She moved on, touching her fingers to the side of Vanyel’s neck as Jaysen and Lancir approached. :We need to get them back.: For a second she was afraid Vanyel was dead, but then she felt it, a faint flutter of life against his neck. :They’re alive, but barely. They need to see the Healers. Jaysen, can you do something about that wound while I see to Vanyel?:

Jaysen and Lancir managed to get Tylendel turned over and a rough bandage put in place while she carefully reached into Vanyel, feeling for what was wrong. He was weak, almost drained, so she filled that void, pouring life back to him until he shuddered and started awake. Vanyel gasped, breathing in a deep lungful, and while his eyes were open he didn’t seem cognizant of his surroundings.

“Vanyel?” She snapped her fingers in front of his face. It took him a minute to focus and then he lost it, eyes drifting to a point beyond her head.

:He’s out of it. Lost a lot of energy. I can’t risk doing much for him until we’re back.:

Lancir turned towards the tree line. :I’ll stay behind to deal with the Leshara. Hopefully we can get away from this with only a minor political incident.:

:You can’t stay here.: Jaysen protested. :How are you going to get back?:

:We’ll be fine,: Lancir said, clasping Jaysen and Savil once on the shoulder. : People do manage to get from place to place without Gates, you know. Tylendel and Vanyel need to get back, now. We don’t have time to argue over this.:

Savil risked pouring a bit more energy into Vanyel, enough that he finally looked at her with recognition. “Au… aunt?”

She wished she had time to be more gentle with him, but time was the one thing they lacked at the moment. “Come on, Vanyel. You need to stand up.” He swayed precariously on his feet and she half-dragged him towards the Gate while Jaysen followed just a step behind carrying Tylendel.

“Do you think you can shift the Gate to come out near the Palace?” Jaysen asked. “I don’t like the odds of trying to get a doctor all the way out to the outskirts of the city to tend to Tylendel, or worse, carrying him all the way back.”

“I can try.”

Their Companions crossed first. Savil and Jayson were only a minute behind. As they walked, Vanyel reached backwards, fingers grasping towards Tylendel. Jayson shifted back slightly, though Savil couldn’t tell if it was a conscious move on his part to keep the two boys separate or if he was just adjusting his grip on Tylendel. She had to let Vanyel go to adjust the Gate and he slumped without her support. Soon, the familiar scenes of the Companion’s Field appeared before her. Kellan went through first to call for a Healer, Jaysen following quickly behind her with Gala hot on his heels. She lifted Vanyel by the tunic and came through the Gate with him last.

Something went wrong when she tried to close it. The storm surged overhead and it started to unravel faster than she expected. She needed Jaysen’s help to control it, and even then it was too much for them. She Saw the surge too late to stop it. Vanyel screamed. He fell to the floor convulsing as the power from the Gate ripped into him. Then, the screaming stopped and Vanyel fell still on the floor, unconscious once more.

Lighting cracked overhead, making them both jump. The brief flash of light lit up the field, showing several mounted and unmounted figures moving towards them across the field. She turned to tell Jaysen and stopped as she noticed something amiss.

Vanyel was gone.

*****

He wanted to die. He deserved to die. Tylendel was dead and it was his fault, because he hadn’t been quick enough, hadn’t stopped it. All he could think about was how pale Tylendel had been, lying against the stones of the Grove Temple. His clothing had been soaked in blood. Vanyel’s, too. He hurt. Every part of him hurt.

When he fell, it was almost too easy to let the water carry him under. He wanted to give in but apparently his body had other ideas. His grasping hands caught hold of one branch and then another. Slowly he made his way to shore. As he lay there, trembling from exhaustion, he thought how terribly unfair it was for him to live when Tylendel was dead.

:He’s not dead, Chosen,: a voice in his mind spoke, soft and soothing. :Tylendel is injured and in the Healer’s care, but he is definitely not dead.:

Who are you? He thought, convinced in part that his sanity had finally shattered and he was talking to himself. He had seen Tylendel. He knew Tylendel should be dead, like that was the way and the fabric of the world.

:Yfandes, your Companion. You are not insane. Tylendel is alive. Really. Others are coming to help you. You’ll see him soon.:

By her urgings, Vanyel crawled further away from the stream. He kept his eyes closed, moving until she allowed him to stop. Vanyel collapsed against her. He wanted very much to believe that Tylendel was alive but he knew he was just fooling himself.

*****

“They found him!” Mardic burst into the room.

Tylendel started to rise from bed and was immediately pressed back down by two sets of hands.

“Oh, no, you don’t,” Savil groused from the other side of the open doorway, already grabbing her boots and cloak. “You’re staying right there and not moving until the Healers say you’re well again. Jaysen, make sure he does.”

Tylendel wanted nothing more than to rush out of the room and find Vanyel, to hold him again and make sure he was safe. But, between Jaysen and Andrel there was no way he was getting across the room. He opened his mouth to plead with Savil but Gala’s words cut him off.

:Tylendel! Vanyel’s been Chosen! Yfandes Chose him!:

His jaw dropped and he stared at nothing, too happy, too ecstatic to put words to his joy. “Savil?” He whispered, awestruck. “Savil, Vanyel was Chosen.”

She stopped halfway across the room and all eyes in the room turned to him. His smile stretched the corners of the face.

“Yfandes Chose Vanyel.”

Andrel was the first to break the stunned silence. “Worry about that later. Get him safe first.”

Savil whisked out the door, Mardic and Donni following behind her.

:What does this mean?: He asked Gala. :I thought he wasn’t Gifted.:

:Something’s changed.:

Andrel wandered into Vanyel’s room, presumably to get his bed ready for his arrival, which left Tylendel alone with Jaysen. It was obvious that there was something that Jaysen wanted to ask him, had wanted to ask him since they’d returned through the Gate.

“Why Vanyel?” Jaysen asked after a long moment of silence. “He doesn’t seem like your type.”

Tylendel smiled. There were a number of emotions simmering in Jaysen’s mind but Tylendel purposely did not make the effort to read them. He knew Jaysen’s opinions on same-sex relations, though Tylendel had become one of the growing exceptions among them. A lot of people at the Palace would be wondering the same, likely had been since Staven had died but hadn’t had the opportunity to ask him.

“You don’t know him like I do, or Savil and Mardic and Donni do. The arrogance, our rivalry, that was all a show.” He thought back to the days when Vanyel had first come here, before anyone had bothered to see how much he was hurting or how desperately he wanted love. “Well, not at first, but then we had a chance to talk and he opened up to me and… Gods, he was so different, after that. If you’d give him a chance, the real Vanyel, you’d understand. He loves me, almost more than life itself. I can feel it. And I love him too.”

Jaysen said nothing to that.

Tylendel relaxed against the bed and closed his eyes. He tried for calm but inside he was a bundle of nerves. No one had mentioned what had happened yet, what they’d done. He’d woken up in his bed with his wound bandaged and mostly healed, under strict orders that he was to stay in bed for at least the next week, resting. He needed to talk to Savil, to explain himself, but he wasn’t quite sure how to broach the subject. He’d lied to them, stole from Savil, attacked the Leshara, and nearly gotten both himself and Vanyel killed. It was a wonder they didn’t have him in irons, but he likely had Vanyel to thank for that.

All the rage and desperation and hurt he’d felt since Staven’s death was gone, and in its place was something brighter. Never again would he let the need for revenge consume him so much that it almost consumed the one he loved. Vanyel had stopped him from making the worst mistake of his life. He would have killed the Leshara. He would have murdered every last one of them, and he hoped that Gala never picked up on that, or learned exactly what spell he’d been memorizing from Savil’s book. He owed Vanyel everything, and he would make sure to repay that debt, even if Vanyel hated him, even if Vanyel never forgave him for what he’d done.

With each second, that little light seemed to grow brighter, reminding him of what he had to live for. It was a line, a physical tether, holding him to this world. In a way, it was familiar, though altered some from what he was used to.

Tylendel’s eyes snapped open and he sat up again. He knew what it was. Vanyel.

“Help me up.”

Jaysen looked at him. “You’re not supposed to get out of bed.”

He could feel Vanyel approaching. Something was wrong. “I’ll go back to bed,” he promised, “just get me to Vanyel’s room. I need to see him.”

Tylendel started to stand. Jaysen grabbed him and for a second he thought Jaysen was going to make him stay in bed. Instead, the other Herald threw Tylendel’s arm over his shoulder and helped him limp across the suite. His side burned from where Evan had stabbed him, but he ignored the pain, focusing instead on the growing sense of Vanyel that was coming closer and closer.

Andrel glared at them as they walked in, but before he could say anything, the garden doors burst open.

“Move.” Savil commanded, as she and Mardic carried a soaked Vanyel into the room.

Vanyel was still. Unconscious, obviously, though Tylendel could sense a spark of thought there. He knew, somehow, that he could wake Vanyel if he wanted, but he chose not to. His head ached, mirroring Vanyel’s own pain, though he sensed he was only getting a fraction of it. Vanyel was quickly stripped of clothing and toweled down before being wrapped up in a night robe and tucked into bed. No one protested Tylendel helping, nor did they say anything when Tylendel crawled in next to him.

Andrel started to examine Vanyel, but Tylendel ignored him for the moment and stared at Vanyel. He was as pale as the sheets, his body cold to the touch from being out in the rain. There was a link between them, much like the one he’d shared with Staven but stronger. He followed it, and ran into something unexpected when he did.

:What are you doing?: Andrel’s voice was clear in his mind.

: Did you see?: He asked instead. There was magic in Vanyel, stronger than Tylendel held. :Tell me you see it too.:

Andrel stepped back to get a third opinion from Savil.

“Dear gods,” she gasped, and he knew he was right. “No wonder Yfandes insisted he be shielded. Everything but Healing. He’s got all the Gifts but Healing.”

Tylendel felt the shield around Vanyel. Savil was currently maintaining it, keeping Vanyel’s mind contained. He was about to retreat when he felt something else. His magic and Vanyel’s were connected. He could feel it. It was so easy for him to move through Vanyel’s mind and he could feel, just faintly, the way Vanyel’s magic responded for him. He wondered if the link went the other way, if Vanyel would be able to use Tylendel’s magic as well. It made sense that he would.

He reached for his own magic and started to raise a shield. He placed it over them, just underneath Savil’s. Carefully, he touched Vanyel’s magic. It responded for him, blending together with Tylendel’s own, their magic swirling seamlessly. He settled back against the bed and took Vanyel into his arms. He still felt cold, but his body was warming slowly under the press of blankets.

“Tylendel…”

Savil was watching him carefully. She let her shield fall. “Dear gods, can this day hold any more surprises?” She dropped bonelessly into a chair next to the bed.

Mardic and Donni shared a glance. Likely they were starting to recognize the signs. Jaysen looked confused.

“What am I missing?”

“They’re lifebonded,” Savil explained. “Tylendel and Vanyel are lifebonded.”

In a way, it was a relief. That meant that Vanyel would have to be assigned to Savil, not that there would be all that much question to begin with. He didn’t have to worry about being separated from Vanyel anymore and they didn’t have to worry about Vanyel’s father trying to take him away. That was, of course, assuming that Vanyel still wanted him. Not even the life-bond could tell him that, not until Vanyel woke up.

*****

He dreamed horrible, horrible things. In his dreams, Vanyel saw things, things he knew should be true, that likely were true but he was too scared to wake up and find out. He saw Tylendel summoning monsters. That niggled in his mind as wrong because he knew, knew with certainty, that he’d stopped Tylendel. Except it felt like he hadn’t, and the dreams continued. He saw Gala die, then Tylendel. Their deaths ripped at him and he wanted to scream his grief to the world except every time he did, every time he started to wake, there was a voice there. It was Tylendel’s voice, soothing him, telling him that he wasn’t dead, that he loved him, that he was there. Then he’d fall back to sleep again, and the dreams would start once more.

*****

Tylendel watched with concern as Vanyel moaned in his sleep. He had caught fractions of Vanyel’s dreams. It worried him how close they were to what could have happened. He would have killed himself, and judging from what Vanyel dreamed, he would have tried to follow. Tylendel twined his fingers with Vanyel’s and after a few seconds, Vanyel calmed.

They were sitting in the garden, with Vanyel wrapped tight against the cold. Yfandes formed a solid wall behind them, Gala watching them from not far away.

“What’s going to happen to us?” He asked Savil. She sat on a bench in front of them, a cloak wrapped around her shoulders to keep off the chill.

Vanyel rolled over in his sleep, curling into Tylendel’s lap. Tylendel carded the fingers of his free hand through Vanyel’s dark hair.

“We have people looking into the Leshara’s involvement in Staven’s death. You’re lucky that Evan Leshara isn’t dead. His attack on you is being forgiven in exchange for forgiving your attack on the Leshara.” Tylendel bit his tongue. He wasn’t going to fight it. It wasn’t worth it.

“What about Vanyel?”

He wasn’t getting any better. Tylendel was able to keep him shielded, but that was it. He’d been asleep for days. At least his color was starting to improve.

“I honestly don’t know. We’ve never had to deal with someone who’s had their channels blasted open. He needs a Mind-Healer.” She looked pointedly at Tylendel. “I’m going to recommend that you see one too, at least to talk.”

A pounding from inside the suite interrupted them, loud enough to be heard even from outside. He heard Donni answer it, then a woman’s voice. Savil was on her feet instantly, and Tylendel soon found himself face-to-face with Vanyel’s sister, Lissa. They regarded each other calmly before she marched towards them to take Savil’s place next to the bed. She extended her hand. He took it without hesitation.

“I’m Lissa. You must be…”

“Tylendel. Vanyel’s lover.” Judging from her lack of reaction, she’d already heard. Rumors of what had happen must have spread pretty far if she’d ended up here this fast.

He wondered how long it would be before they had Vanyel’s father pounding at their door. He didn’t have long to wait. They’d only just settled down, with Lissa explaining the rumors she’d heard that had sent her racing here to see her brother, when another visitor barged his way through their suite. Lord Withen Ashkevron was every bit the pompous blow-hard that Tylendel had imagined. He felt Vanyel tense in his arms the second he heard Lord Withen’s voice. Vanyel was starting to wake.

Savil and Lissa ran interference. The things Lissa said endeared him to the girl instantly, not that there was any doubt that he would like her. He was surprised when Lord Withen actually displayed some real concern for his son. Too bad he was too late in giving it. Vanyel woke as Lord Withen stepped outside. He froze in the doorway, his face turning instantly red as he saw his son curled in Tylendel’s lap.

“Don’t.” Vanyel’s voice was weak and scratchy. He slowly pushed himself upright, a wave of gratefulness flooding the link between them as Tylendel steadied him. “Don’t say it. I-I know why you’re here, and you can just leave.”

It was obvious that Lord Withen was making an effort to control his anger. Savil and Lissa flanked him. All it would take was one wrong word and he’d be thrown out.

Lord Withen started to speak. “I just-”

Vanyel cut him off. He stammered with emotion. It was difficult for him to focus his thoughts over the drugs in his system, but he managed an admiral retort. “Y-you heard I w-was playin’ ewe to ‘Lendel’s ram and you couldn’t s-s-stand it.” Tylendel placed a hand on Vanyel’s lower back in reassurance. He could feel the hurt in Vanyel, but it was muted, expected. There was relief there too. Vanyel was glad that they didn’t have to hide any more, and glad that his father couldn’t hurt him anymore.

Through Vanyel, he could fell his father’s thoughts and they weren’t kind.

“It’s wrong!”

“I love him!” Vanyel shouted back. “A-a-an’ he loves me, more than you ever did. I belong h-here, like I never did with you.” His voice dropped suddenly, back to a normal tone. “A-all I ever wanted was for you t’ tell me I did somethin’ right, an’ instead you encouraged J-Jervis to beat on me until I had t’ hide away because I was afraid he was going to k-kill me.”

Lord Withen approached, fist raised. A controlled bolt of force knocked him down, then again, and again. No one moved to help him. When he finally got to his feet he stared at Vanyel, and it was like he was seeing him for the first time.

“Go away,” Vanyel pleaded again.

As soon as Lord Withen turned away, Vanyel curled against Tylendel once more. Tylendel held him tight and stroked Vanyel’s hair.

“I love you,” he whispered in Vanyel’s ear.

Vanyel leaned back to kiss Tylendel lightly on the lips. “I know. I love you too.”

*****

Tylendel relaxed back into the pool with a sigh. The Hawkbrother Keep was his new favorite place on earth. The hot water eased the tension in his muscles after a long day of instruction. Vanyel was coming along nicely, and Tylendel was even learning a few new things of his own. Moondance and Starwind were excellent hosts, and with their help, he’d been able to get past his issues with Staven’s death, if not leave them behind completely.

“Can I join you?”

He smiled as Vanyel approached, and watched appreciatively as Vanyel dropped his robe at the edge of the pool. Relaxation left Tylendel and he leaned forward slightly in anticipation. Vanyel crossed the pool slowly, water playing across his naked skin. He was doing it on purpose, knowing that Tylendel liked watching him like this.

Vanyel slid onto his lap, knees spread wide on either side of Tylendel’s hips.

“Hi.” Tylendel looked into his lover’s eyes with a wide grin.

“Hi,” Vanyel echoed back, before winding his arms around Tylendel’s shoulders and leaning in for a deep kiss.

Vanyel ‘s mouth tasted of fruit and honey. Their tongues twirled and in seconds he had Vanyel moaning. Vanyel’s hips pushed down against him and it was Tylendel’s turn to groan. His hands settled on Vanyel’s hips, guiding Vanyel into a bouncing rhythm that had them both gasping against each other.

“Tylendel…” Vanyel moaned as he broke the kiss, pushing away from Tylendel’s mouth to trail kisses along Tylendel’s neck up to his ear. He nibbled on Tylendel’s earlobe. “Please, I need you.”

Through the bond, Tylendel could sense Vanyel’s need. They’d grown increasingly closer to each other. Partially that had to do with the lifebond, partially from therapy with Moondance that strengthened their relationship. Moondance had been encouraging Vanyel to be more forceful , more expressive of his own needs, and Tylendel found that he liked it.

He let his fingers dip low in the water, teasing against Vanyel’s entrance. Vanyel moaned and pushed back against him, his back arching in pleasure. It was beautiful.

“Please… ‘Lendel…” He gasped as a finger slipped inside, shoving himself down on it with a needy groan. “I want you inside of me. Please.”

He didn’t need to be asked twice. There were pots of oil kept by the poolside. Tylendel wasn’t sure if they’d always been there, or if they’d been placed there after Tylendel and Vanyel had taken up residence. Given the nature of Moondance and Starwind’s relationship, he suspected the former. He encouraged Vanyel to stand. His knees settled on either side of Tylendel’s head as Tylendel slipped two slick fingers inside of him.

Tylendel took advantage of Vanyel’s position. Opening his mouth, he let the tip of Vanyel’s erection into his mouth, sucking slowly. It wasn’t enough to bring Vanyel to completion, or really enough to do more than frustrate him further, but that was part of the fun. Vanyel’s hands came down hard on the rocks behind Tylendel’s head. He was keening, making the most beautiful sounds of want and need that Tylendel had ever heard, and it was hard to make himself pull away.

He guided Vanyel back into the water. Vanyel reached down, fingers grasping Tylendel’s erection lightly and together they guided Vanyel’s hips down until he was fully seated, Tylendel’s erection buried all the way inside of him. They stayed still for a brief moment to catch their breath and then Vanyel kissed him once, light on the lips, before he started to move. It was heaven, the kind of heaven that Tylendel never, ever wanted to give up.

They moved slowly, neither in any particular hurry to get off. He could tell that Vanyel wanted this to last, wanted to feel Tylendel inside of him for as long as possible. He was like that sometimes. Occasionally, he’d ask Tylendel to take him, to fuck him hard and raw so that he was sore for days after. It was his way of reassuring himself that Tylendel was still alive and with him. Tylendel didn’t mind because it made Vanyel happy. That, and he sometimes needed that sort of connection too.

Vanyel shivered against him. Tylendel could feel Vanyel’s pleasure like his own, so he had warning when Vanyel finally came. The flow of the water carried his seed away from them, down into the channel for run-off and away from the rest of the pools. Even after he was spent, Vanyel kept moving, making soft, breathy moans with each pitch of his hips until finally Tylendel followed him into climax.

They lay entangled in the pool, arms wrapped tight around each other and reveled in the knowledge that they had a chance at building long lives as Heralds together.

Jun 10 2009

The Politics of Sex

Julian Bashir took a deep sip from his tea as he contemplated his dining companion and considered where to take the conversation next. They’d covered the gamut of local gossip, literature, births and engagements on the station. What next? The taste of apple and cinnamon swirled on his tongue. His answer came to him as he took another sip of tea. He set the tea cup down gently, the china clinking softly against the saucer. “You know, there were a number of Cardassian dietary issues that were left out of the station’s medical database.”

Garak’s smile was ill-concealed as he sipped at his own cup of rokassa juice. “Really? I can hardly imagine how that would have happened.”

He didn’t even bother trying to hide his own answering grin. “There’s barely anything there, at least nothing that’s not straight out of any basic medical text book. Common allergies, food intolerances, aphrodisiacs, there’s none of it.”

Garak chuckled and leaned back in his seat. His expression was jovial, but his eyes studied Julian intently. “Really, doctor, you should know better by now. When have Cardassians ever willingly given their enemies information that could be used against them in a military situation? The amount of intel the Cardassian government had gathered on humans back in the day was astounding. I can only imagine the volumes they’ve amassed since then.”

“That’s not the same thing!” Julian spluttered, leaning forward for emphasis. “I’m talking medical issues. Things that could save lives.”

Garak nodded in agreement. “Or take them. Think, doctor. If you knew a large percentage of your war prisoners were allergic to a certain shellfish, and you laced a portion of the food with it. Mass panic. People dying, some would have no idea why.” He tapped Julian’s teacup with a finger. “Then there’s cinnamon, considered by some to be a mild aphrodisiac.”

Julian blushed. “I don’t see how that applies to the military.”

The smirk that spread across Garak’s face went straight to his groin. “Sex is a form of interrogation.”

“R-really?”

“Indeed.” Garak let the silence draw out for a lengthy moment between them before standing abruptly, picking up both his and Julian’s empty plates. “Walk with me?”

Julian nodded, eager to see where the conversation was going.

Their dishes were disposed off and he followed Garak onto the Promenade. Instead of heading towards his shop, Garak turned towards the living quarters.

“I’m surprised you haven’t asked the most obvious question, my dear.”

He wasn’t quite sure what the obvious question would be. There were a number that sprung to mind, and a number of things that he could say that would move the delicate flirtation that seemed to have sprung up between them forward. But, he knew better than to rush forward. That was the human approach and this – Garak – required a much more delicate approach. Over their many long meals together, he’d been slowly learning to think more like Garak, more Cardassian, so he could appreciate what Garak was getting at.

Julian smiled brightly back and shifted a step closer, not quite touching, but walking close enough that their shoulders occasionally brushed each other. It was a gesture of compromise, the human need for closeness restrained by the Cardassian need for propriety. “You’re right,” he said. “I haven’t.”

“You’re becoming quite the Cardassian,” Garak teased. His fingers idly twined with Julian’s, holding loosely for a moment before letting go. Apparently he wasn’t the only one willing to compromise.

“I’ll take that as a compliment.”

“As it was meant.” Garak paused outside of his quarters. The doors opened for him and he ushered Julian in ahead of him.

This was not the first time he’d been to Garak’s quarters, but it was perhaps the first time he’d been so bold while there. He turned and let his hands settle low on Garak’s hips, just above one of the larger bone ridges. In his mind, he played back the few, very few, times they’d kissed. Every time, Julian had been the one to make the first move, so he assumed this would be much the same.

“What about using sex for pleasure? I’m sure they allow that on Cardassia.”

Garak bridged the space between them, moving until he was toe-to-toe with Julian. Reaching up, he ran a thumb just below Julian’s chin. “For Cardassians – most Cardassians, mind you, there are the usual deviants and hedonists – sex isn’t about pleasure, its politics. It’s a game, with rules, and a clear winner and loser.”

The sheer concept of such a ritualized structure fascinated Julian. He wondered if it was similar to Bajoran sexual practices, “Teach me.”

Interest was evident in Garak’s steadfast gaze, and it only seemed to increase with Julian’s insistence. “You’re not Cardassian, Julian. The rules don’t apply to you.”

“But they do to you.” He leaned into Garak and placed a single, chaste kiss on Garak’s lips. The kiss lingered until Julian slowly lowered himself back to his feet. He looked up at Garak and hoped his eyes weren’t too pleading. “Please. I want to know what you like. I want to know what you expect. Show me?”

A soft chuckle escaped Garak’s lips. He ran a hand through Julian’s hair and gave in with an audible sigh. “Alright, but don’t complain if you don’t like it. You’re going to lose, and quite frequently at that. It doesn’t mean anything. We’re not keeping score.”

Garak caressed Julian’s face again, this time letting his fingers play against Julian’s lips. He opened his lips a fraction and Garak pushed inside, taking the unspoken invitation. Julian sucked lightly, moaning at the heated look Garak shot him.

“Your first loss. Second, actually, if you count the fact that you propositioned me. You automatically relented to my advances. It’s obvious that you want me to win.”

Julian laved at the tip of Garak’s index finger as it slipped from his mouth. “I do.”

“Good. So do I.”

A touch to the back of Julian’s head and slight upward pressure on the small of his back was all it took to guide Julian up into a kiss. Garak’s tongue twined with his, the taste of cinnamon mixing with rokassa. He twined his arms around Garak’s neck, practically melting against the Cardassian.

He was panting for breath by the time they broke away, slightly disturbed at how serene Garak looked still. “Third loss,” Garak said. “You let me take control, placing yourself in the role of the subservient.” Another kiss landed on his cheek, followed by another and another, trailing under his chin and down to his neck. He tilted his neck, baring his throat to Garak. The kisses stopped halfway down his neck, ending in a hard bite that made him moan and writhe against Garak, already half-hard and Garak had barely touched him.

“You lose again. Surrender is in your nature, my dear.”

Julian smiled. He toyed with the fastenings on Garak’s shirt and wondered if it would be ruining the game if he started unfastening some of them. “I don’t mind surrender, if it’s to you.”

“I rather like your surrender.” Garak’s fingers dug tight into his skin as they settled low on his hips and dug slow circles into the small of his back. There was a definite possessive taint to his gaze as he watched Julian. His fingers played with the fastenings on Garak’s shirt for another second before he gave in and popped the first hook.

“Another loss,” Garak whispered, his voice lower in Julian’s ear, lips brushing against the skin of Julian’s ear. “You’re the first to escalate.” The tailor’s nimble fingers make quick work of their clothes, sliding Julian’s uniform off almost before he notices Garak moving. Garak bats his hands away as he tries to help with Garak’s clothing, and in the end it seems much more efficient that way.

“In a real game,” Garak tells him as he pulls off his shirt, revealing a well-muscled, green-scaled chest, “you’d disrobe us both, but in human fashion, I thought we’d go with the more expeditious option today.”

One thought fills his mind as Garak’s pants fall away, and that is that the man is truly magnificent. Slight pressure on his shoulders is all it takes to get him to drop to his knees, licking his lips expectantly and the nearly silent groan that earns him is all the encouragement he needs. He runs one hand over Garak’s erection, marveling at how soft the scales feel, and yet they definitely are scales – thicker than the flesh of a human penis, tougher, rigged and ribbed in a pattern much like the rest of the Cardassian’s body.

Experimentally, Julian flicks his tongue over the head. It tastes different, much as he expected, and feels slightly warmer than a human’s erection. Curiosity satisfied for the moment, Julian wraps his lips around Garak and swallows him down until the head of his erection tickles the back of his throat. He could get used to this taste. It’s not at all unpleasant, nor nearly as bitter as a human would be. Julian bobs his head a few more times, showing off the few meager tricks he’d managed to learn from past male lovers before Garak pulls him away.

He’s pleased to note that Garak is finally losing that cool composure of his. The heat in his eyes has jumped to a near-volcanic level, and it’s obvious what he has in mind next. Julian smiled and licked his lips, more for show than any real benefit. The look Garak shoots him is proof enough. They’re nearing the end of their games.

“Another loss for giving in.”

Garak helped Julian to his feet, his hand absently squeezing Julian’s ass as he stands. For lack of anything better to do with his mouth, Julian kissed him, hungry and fierce. If he’d been fooled by Garak’s cool exterior, here was proof. They were both moaning now, near frantic with need. They stumbled backwards towards the bed. Julian felt the mattress hit the back of his knees and he pulled, wrapping his legs around Garak’s waist as they fell.

“Loss. You let me dominate.”

Julian grabbed the back of Garak’s head and pulled him back down into the kiss. He moaned as Garak pushed his legs up higher, positioning himself between him. A slick finger circled his entrance, toying with him for a long maddening minute before finally pressing in. It was joined quickly by another and another. Garak pulled away, leaning back to watch him as his fingers worked inside of him, loosening Julian. He was making the most obscene noises as he writhed underneath Garak, gasping and mewling with no sense of shame.

“Loss, again. You let me dominate.”

Julian stared pleadingly up at Garak. “No more games.”

“Beg,” Garak ordered.

“Please.” He starts. Garak’s fingers crook inside of him and he nearly jumps off the bed. “Ah! Ah! Oh! Oh, God! Oh, Allah, please. Garak. Please.” Garak’s watching him like he’s the most important thing in the world, staring at him, which only makes his face flush further. He must be burning up. It feels like he is. It feels like he should be on fire, his whole body on flame. “I need you. Please, Garak. Please. Take me. I lose. I want to lose. Fuck me. Dominate me. Make me yours.”

He’s never seen Garak smile the way he does now. Julian imagines this is what Garak would look like if he won his citizenship back to Cardassian. He enters Julian in a slow, measured thrust, and even with all the preparation, he still feels big inside of Julian. The scaling feels incredible and he shivers as Garak slides in, inch by inch, until finally he comes to a rest, their hips touching.

“You know, that’s another loss, and again for letting me in, for emotion, for wanton behavior.”

Julian wrapped himself around Garak. “I really don’t give a damn.”

Then Garak moved and all he could think about was how good it felt and how very glad he was that the quarters on the ship were soundproof. Julian came in seconds. Garak, for all his calm façade, didn’t last much longer. He thrust inside Julian for several minutes, grunting softly with exertion, before coming, slamming forward hard enough as he did so to nearly make Julian come a second time.

Bashir waited for the stars to clear from his eyes before speaking. “For losing horribly, I found that quite enjoyable.”

Garak chuckled and pulled him close to lie against the Cardassian’s chest, one scaled arm holding him possessively in place. “Of course, you would. You won.”

It took the statement a minute to process through Bashir’s brain. “Pardon?”

One of Garak’s hands started absently playing with the hair at the base of his neck. “It’s the ending that decides it all. I’m completely enamored with you, your dedicated slave in love. That makes you the winner.”

Bashir smiled. Even without looking, he could tell the kind of fond look Garak was directing at him. “In that case, a tie would be more accurate.”

“Who’s keeping score?”

Jun 09 2009

Rules and Regulations

The first time Raphael’s hand trailed down his ass as they were leaving class Mikael nearly jumped through the roof. He’d barely been in Heaven a week, still new to his position as an Angel and a student, and he was sure that at any moment, someone was going to find out about his relationship with Raphael and have him expelled. Thankfully, no one had noticed, or if they had, they hadn’t said anything. A smug grin had slid across Raphael’s face as he stepped into place beside Mikael, not even fazed by the vicious glare Mikael shot him. He’d resisted the urge the yell at Raphael for it until they’d gotten to somewhere private, and even then his words had been a mess of half-stuttered, embarrassed shouts.

Somewhere between the seventh and twelfth incident of public groping, he’d actually started getting used to it. A month into classes and he was actually expecting it. Three months in, and he’d stopped complaining. It was like they were back in Japan all over again, back in the easy relationship like when it was just them living together.

That was when he realized that no one had said anything, not once. There were no whispers in the halls when he walked shoulder to shoulder with Raphael. No rumors regarding how often his dorm room went empty – most every night, nowadays – while he spent the nights in Raphael’s house. When he thought about it, really thought about it, the teachers had to know. Mikael was as much a feature in the staff lounge as the refrigerator or the coffee pot, thought thankfully Raphael was a bit more surreptitious with his touching while around the teachers. He’d become something of a global assistant to the teaching staff. He was ahead in all of his classes, due in part to his own intelligence and partly because he had Raphael as his own private tutor at home, which left him plenty of time to help with copying and filing and preparing class notes.

When he got home – Raphael’s house, their home – he hung his blazer on the hook by the door and toed his shoes off, leaving them by the door.

“I’m home,” he called, in formal Japanese. It was a habit from his old life that he didn’t want to break. Raphael humored him, called it cute.

They didn’t speak Japanese here. He wasn’t quite sure what language it was, but he was naturally fluent in it, whatever it was.

“Welcome home.”

He followed Raphael’s voice to the sitting room and found the Professor leaning casually in the window seat, guitar in hand, though the strings were currently still. The instrument was set aside as Mikael entered the room. Raphael held his arms open and Mikael obediently filled them, settling himself on Raphael’s lap. One of Raphael’s hands twined gently in the hair at the base of his neck, guiding him down into a kiss that deepened rapidly. The other settled possessively on the curve of his ass and squeezed until he moaned, low and needy into Raphael’s mouth. He shifted, inching closer. His hands tightened on the edges of Raphael’s vest. A thought came to him and he broke away.

“Raphael…” His voice was slightly less steady than he would have liked.

“Hmm?”

He was cut off by another kiss before he could continue. “Is it okay that we’re dating? Aren’t there rules against student teacher relationships?”

“What does the manual say?” Raphael murmured into his neck, as he trailed a line of kisses down the exposed flesh. His nimble hands were making quick work of the buttons of Mikael’s shirt.

“It’s not in the manual.” He’d checked at least three times, as well as every other book on school regulations he could find.

“What does that mean?”

His shirt fluttered to the floor and Raphael tipped him, mindful of his wings, onto his back.

“I-I don’t know.”

Mikael gasped as Raphael dotted his stomach with hot, wet kisses, occasionally biting the tender flesh around his naval while he loosened Mikael’s pants and drew them off. They too fell to the floor, to be joined by Raphael’s clothing.

His skin prickled as Raphael’s breath ghosted over it, his lips agonizingly close to touching. “That means His Most Holy doesn’t object. That means it’s allowed.”

Warm lips closed over the tip of Mikael’s erection and he choked back a scream. Raphael’s hands held him down, despite his best efforts to try to push further up into the delicious, tantalizing heat of Raphael’s mouth. Raphael teased him with his mouth, drawing a cacophony of noises from Mikael that would have embarrassed him to death outside of this house. His fingers twisted in the cushion of the window seat, nearly tearing the fabric in frustration. A long, low moan escaped his throat as Raphael swallowed him down again and again, sucking him in with even strokes, never varying pace, never quickening, always that same fierce, madding suction that felt like his brain was being drawn out through his naval.

“God. Kami-sama. Please. Oh, please. Please, please, please. Raphael-sama. Please.” He begged without mercy, knowing how much Raphael loved it when he was shameless.

Raphael pulled away with a loud pop. His hands ran hard up Mikael’s sides, fingers pressing in possessively. “What do you want, my little angel?”

He wrapped his legs around Raphael’s waist and looked him straight in the eye. “Fuck me. Please, Raphael-sama. Please fuck me.”

A tube of lubricant appeared from one of Raphael’s many hiding spots around the house. He slicked up his cock, making sure it was well-coated before lining up and shoving into Mikael. A loud groan wrung from Mikael as Raphael pushed in. He shivered, loving the delicious friction as Raphael filled him. Then Raphael was moving and all Mikael could do was hold on and moan, crying out loud in pleasure as he was filled over and over again. Raphael’s hand slid between them, slick on his already moistened erection and that was all Mikael needed to send him over the edge. He came with his lover’s name on his lips.

The world went black and when he came too, he was wet and sticky, curled up on the window seat in Raphael’s arms. Raphael was absently carding a hand through his hair.

“After all we’ve been through to be together, did you honestly think a silly rule would keep us apart?”

Mikael chuckled softly, too tired to have the sound come out any louder than a whisper. “No, I suppose not.”

Jun 05 2009

Strawberry Kisses

Roxas noticed the man as soon as he walked into the store. He was hard to miss – tall, with a long mane of bright red hair pulled back into a long ponytail. The redhead moved purposefully, heading straight to the produce section. Roxas found himself watching the man absently out of the corner of his eye as he did his own shopping. An assortment of vegetables went into the man’s shopping cart, and unlike how Roxas did his shopping this guy didn’t just toss in the first thing he saw. There was obvious contemplation that went into choices.

He felt like they’d met before. There was something familiar. He knew he knew the redhead, he just couldn’t remember how or why.

“Hi.”

Roxas’s eyes jerked up from the package of strawberries in his hands to find the redhead suddenly right next to him.

“H-hi.”

The redhead’s smile made his hair seem pale in terms of brilliance. “I’m Axel. You want these.” Axel placed a different package of strawberries in Roxas’s hand, hiding the other back among the other on the shelf. They seemed about the same as the previous package, maybe a bit brighter in color. “They’re riper. Assuming, of course, you’ll be using them soon?”

“I-I am. Roxas, by the way.”

“Then you’re good, Roxas.”

“Oh… Okay.” He dropped them in his cart. He was staring, and it was hard to stop. It wasn’t often that really hot redheads approached him out of the blue. “I don’t mean to sound weird, but have we met before.”

Axel’s lips pursed into thin line. He shrugged and smiled again. “Maybe. Do you go to Thirteen?”

The name wasn’t familiar. “What’s that?”

“A restaurant.” Axel’s grin slipped wider. “I’m one of the chef’s there. Hmm…” Axel leaned back slightly, his foot tapping on the floor. “High school?”

“Rockridge.”

“I went to Central. And, I’m guessing you’ve never been to culinary school. I never went to college.”

Roxas shook his head. “I’m in Engineering.”

“Clubbing?”

“Not really.” He’d been once or twice with his twin Sora and Sora’s partners, Riku and Kairi, but he would have remembered someone like Axel.

“I am at a loss then.” The dead end only seemed to improve Axel’s mood. He shifted a step closer, leaning his hip against the stand of strawberries. “What’re you cooking?” Axel pointed at the grocery basket slung over Roxas’s arm.

He glanced down at the assorted contents. There wasn’t much there. Milk, strawberries, a box of cereal, some yogurt, a couple boxes of pasta. “No idea. I hadn’t really planned anything yet.”

“I could fix that for you.”

Did he just get asked out on a date? Roxas couldn’t remember the last time that had happened. “Ah… yeah. I’d like that.”

*****

Roxas lived in a modest apartment downtown. With his salary, he could have afforded better. He chose convenience and location over luxury. His apartment was a fifteen minute commute by subway to work, right off one of the main subway lines. It was a low crime neighborhood, mostly residential. He lived on the ground floor, with a small yard maintained by the building supervisor right out front of his window.

“Nice place.” He got the sense that Axel actually meant that, unlike half the guys Roxas brought back here on dates.

He glanced sideways at the redhead, his gaze once again traveling down the man’s slim figured appreciatively. “Thanks.”

The man knew how to dress. Roxas had never heard of Thirteen but he guessed it was a kind of upscale restaurant from the way Axel dressed. He wasn’t in a suit and tie, but he was definitely dressed up – nice shirt, fitted pants. His clothing was obviously tailored to fit him, which spoke of money.

“Where do you want these?” Roxas shifted the paper bags in his hands and pointed ahead and to the right. “Kitchen’s that way. Feel free to toss your stuff in the fridge if you need. There should be plenty of room.” He tended not to keep left-overs for long.

Roxas dropped his bags on the counter and started shelving the dry goods.

“Hey, Roxas?”

“Hmm?” He glanced up.

Lips brushed over his own in a light, chaste kiss. “Thanks for inviting me over.”

They stared at each other in silence for a long minute before Roxas smiled. He looked down at the empty paper bag, folded it, and slid it behind the trash can. “Thanks for cooking dinner.”

Axel laughed, the sound ringing brightly through the kitchen. “In case you hadn’t guessed, I love to cook. I’m happy to, any time.”

Roxas smiled. He likely would be taking Axel up on that offer. As he moved to pick up another bag of groceries, he impulsively reached up and grabbed Axel by the ponytail – not hard – pulling him down into a deeper kiss. Axel’s mouth opened for him and he moaned happily, gasping slightly when Roxas released him a few seconds later. The half-lidded look Axel gave him made Roxas smirk as he stepped away to continue putting away groceries.

Axel, it turned out, was not just a chef, but an excellent chef. He’d made something with a foreign name and a lot of vegetables that had tasted divine. Afterwards, they settled on Roxas’s couch with two glasses of white wine. There was a movie on the TV, something old in black and white, but he wasn’t paying attention. He didn’t think Axel was either. His suspicion was confirmed when Axel took a deep drink of his wine before setting it firmly on a coaster and then slid across the couch to place himself firmly astride Roxas’s lap. Roxas’s hands automatically settled low on Axel’s hips to steady him.

“So,” Axel said, a wide grin splitting his face, “where did we leave off?”

Axel’s waist was thin, on the verge of bony, but Roxas didn’t mind. He opened his mouth to answer and found Axel’s tongue inside before he could do so. Axel shifted on his lap, rocking his hips, sliding against Roxas with delicious friction. It was Roxas’s turn to moan and he used his grip on Axel’s hips to occasionally press him down hard against Roxas. Axel’s tongue played against his, darting in and out of his mouth, coaxing Roxas’s tongue into exploring Axel’s mouth so that he could then suck at it, the sound obscenely loud.

A hand on his chest signaled that Axel wanted to stop and they slowly pulled away. Axel was panting, that gorgeous, half-lidded look on his face again that made Roxas hard just from the thought of how much better he’d look when Roxas was fucking him. Slowly, Axel slid back until his knees dropped to the floor. He reached down, licked his lips once, and glanced up at Roxas before popping the button on Roxas’s pants. The zipper slid down with a hiss, deafening in the suddenly silent room. Roxas could barely breathe, not quite sure if moving would break the surrealism of the moment. Axel licked his lips once more as he leaned forward and Roxas found himself fascinated with the slightly pointed red tongue as it peaked from between Axel’s lips before said lips closed over Roxas’s erection, enclosing him and swallowing him down.

His head hit the back of the couch and he shifted his knees wider, giving Axel more room to settle between them. Axel sucked cock like a Hoover. His mouth was hot and tight, tongue moving around Roxas’s cock as he bobbed, flicking over the head as he paused with only the tip inside his mouth before swallowing it all down to the base, his nose buried in coarse hair. Then Axel moaned, the reverberations nearly making Roxas buck off of the couch. He felt Axel laugh around his cock and Roxas groaned.

Axel bobbed once, twice, then slid off with a pop.

“Lift your hips.”

Roxas complied. Between them, they got Roxas’s pants down around his ankles. Axel reached into his pocket and pulled out two foil packets. The first – a condom – he opened, tearing the corner of the packet with his teeth and the rolling the rubber down over Roxas’s erection. Axel dropped his pants as he stood, sliding once more into place on top of Roxas’s lap.

Roxas took the second packet from Axel before he could open it. “Let me.”

He squirted a generous portion of the lube on two fingers as Axel pulled off his shirt, leaving him completely naked on top on Roxas. Reaching back, he traced the curve of Axel’s ass to his entrance and slowly pushed both slick fingers inside, reveling in the low moan they wrangled out of Axel. He counted to ten once he was fully seated – all the way the knuckle – then started moving and scissoring them.

“Oh, gods!” Axel arched into his touch, grabbing his shoulders for support. “Ah. Please. Roxas!”

Roxas moved his fingers slowly, testing and teasing, exploring inside of Axel until suddenly Axel gasped and shuddered against him. He pressed the same spot again, then a third time, grinning at the begging pleas that emerged from Axel’s mouth, making sure he had enough of an idea where Axel’s prostate was that he could hit it again.

“Enough.”

Axel pushed Roxas’s hand out and slid forward and then down, impaling himself on Roxas’s cock. They both moaned loudly. Axel’s fingers gripped Roxas’s shoulders tightly as he moved. He bounced, slowly at first, then at an increasing pace until Roxas was certain he had to be hurting himself with how hard their hips were smacking together. Each smack down wrangled a moan out of Axel, and an even louder one out of Roxas. He twined one hand in Axel’s hair – at some point it had fallen loose from its ponytail – wrapping the strands around his fingers and pulling just hard enough to make Axel’s neck arch, the other hand guiding their hips as he slammed up hard into Axel.

Axel came first, his seed spilling across Roxas’s t-shirt as he shouted Roxas’s name, his eyes glazed with pleasure. He collapsed against Roxas’s chest, his head tucked into the crook of Roxas’s neck. Shudders ran through his body each time Roxas thrust but he kept moving, albeit more slowly, and as Roxas neared the end he started to pick out the faint mewls Axel was making as Roxas continued to fuck him, almost too quiet to be heard over the harshness of Roxas’s loud moans. His own climax was quiet in comparison. He buried himself deep inside of Axel and came with a soft sigh.

“I don’t suppose I could borrow your shower?” Axel mumbled into his skin.

Roxas chuckled. “You can borrow the bed too.” He tried not to think too hard of what it might be like to wake up with Axel there in the morning, or the fabulous possibility of morning wake up sex with Axel.

The answering laugh was all he needed. “I like this plan.”

When Axel kissed him, it tasted like strawberries.

Jun 01 2009

Newly Added to the Site

About halfway through the fanfiction, haven’t even touched original fiction yet. There’ll be a whole bunch of new fanfiction added starting in June for slashfest and springkink. Further out are stories for Small Fandom Big Bang (likely, Psych) and apocalyptothon, as well as the end to Breaking the Pattern and some more original stuff.

New so far from past challenges that never made it on to the site:

Breaking the Pattern Chapter 7 (Naruto, Kakashi/Iruka)
Unveiled (Bleach, Gin/Kira)